Stressed

Just a tad stressed out tonight. I have got to figure things out. Just getting behind on things… doesn’t make sense how I’m getting behind… doesn’t make sense at all. One would think it would make better sense and would work out easier the way it should.

Nope not a clue. How do people do this? Wish I knew… wish I knew. But no I sure as heck don’t know how it’s meant to work out. Feeling so lost right now.

Have to figure this one out. Need to figure this one out.

No clue how it’s all meant to be. I just don’t know.

I’m sure this will make no sense to anyone. That’s fine. I hear that life isn’t meant to make any sense… it’s just there. Or here. Who knows what it is anymore. I sure don’t. Wish I did. That would be nice. Oh well… I’m sure I’ll figure something out eventually.

Daily Grind

At work doing work stuff
shuffling papers
and the like

Waiting for lunch
and then time to go
more than a paycheck I know

Staring at the ceiling
thinking of life
listening to things
that don’t make sense

It’s worth something
that’s for sure
what it is
somedays haven’t a clue

Remember

Remember the simple times
the easy times of life
recall to your mind when things are rough
those fun times will return
so sit back and watch
as the coaster of life takes shape
carefully guide yourself through it
just don’t let misery take flight
those joyful times will be back
they’ll return to you again
ya have to go through the hard times
to grow and become strong

Had Life Been Different

Oh life, had you been different
you wouldn’t be the same
the lessons learned
the tears fought through
all would be forgotten
knowing nothing
and learning nothing
how silly you’d become
I prefer the lessons
I love the heartache
I need the loneliness at times
dear life you mean so much to me
you’re not an easy road
I’ll give you that
but you’re a road for sure