Everyone needs to have a Diary in their life. Call it what you will. A Diary, a Journal...whatever you wish to call it it will be what it is. There's nothing wrong with that. It's the ability to record your thoughts and feelings no matter the day. Give it a shot. This one is mine.
People want to believe in something, anything if it means they will have some kind of understanding in the end. If that is a religious belief? So be it. Let it be what it will be. No need to argue with that idea. It's life.
It's said that the very elect will be deceived.
Gospel of Grace
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