Don't allow anyone to dictate who you are. Don't allow some mental illness to dictate who you are. You are you, and you are important.
There are times when you want to give up. I get it, I've been there. But you have a choice to not give up. You have that ability to choose what you want to do, how you want to take this life. It's yours to live and yours to decide how you want to express yourself.