The Future Is Behind You

Blog 2020


September 24, 2020

Everything becomes a realism at some point or another. No one decides what you wish to believe or want to understand. That is up to you. To want to believe in something takes courage. To want to understand what that belief is? Even more courage. What it all takes is courage to see the truth in something no matter what.

There are times when we do not want to see the truth. We want to hide from it all. Kept safe in the world we created for ourselves. That peace of mind upon which we have the ability to stand.

So, what’s the point of it all if we know the truth and yet we cannot accept the truth for what it is? Makes you wonder what this life is all about sometimes. What point is any of it? Are there times when we wish the truth wouldn’t be known? Sure. But when millions believe in something, trust something, hold onto something they’ve been taught their whole life…where does that leave the truth? How does that lead them into a righteous cause? Doesn’t make sense does it.

What do you do with the knowledge that you retain. How much of that knowledge is good for you vs how much is bad. So many questions that occur and come up because you do not know left from right. Up from down. Life is but a limbo position constantly telling you where to go brining you down to some misery.

Either way, this life continues to drag people away from their current location and down into the depths of a sea. Never knowing where they will surface, if they will surface. At which point do you realize all that is going on and toss it aside as though it were nothing? Life is just that crazy.

Nah, thinking through things from time to time doesn’t fully make it all better. There are times which make these thoughts even worse. Something much different than how they are or will become. We all must find a way to become better than what we are at this present moment. Words on a page cannot do justice.

September 22, 2020

Another day is here. Not much to say about any of it. Just that it's another day.

It would be nice to be able to simply take a day and do nothing, but there's so much to be done. You just can't take a day like that anymore.

September 19, 2020

After basically being on lockdown for a good solid year, you learn to appreciate certain things. Like going outside without a mask. Giving a needed hug. Things like that.

Nowadays wherever you go, you have to wear a mask and stay six feet apart from other people. I understand it's for health concerns and all of that. I get that. It's a good measure so people don't get sick. I just wonder who thought six feet was the optimal distance to stay away from another person.

September 8, 2020

It's quite windy out today. It's supposed to be windy all afternoon. I'm not looking forward to this. It's supposed to drop forty degrees as well. With a high of 58. Yeah, that'll be nice and cold. Bye summer...for a day. THen it will get hot again. I think I'm ready for winter almost. Fall for sure.

I keep seeing these tutorials here and there. One thing they all have in common is they show how to install something using Windows. Not everyone uses Windows. Some people use Linux or a Mac. There's a wide range of computer users out there and Windows isn't the only operating system.

September 7, 2020

It would be nice to be able to understand all that is going on in the world. There doesn't always seem to be that confidence. Life is just that, life. Wouldn't it be nice to be able to figure out everything that needed to be figured out? I mean, we're here aren't we? Yeah that's what I was thinking.

September 6, 2020

Today is but a day. There isn't much to say about it. Trying to get things in order because why not. That's simply how the day begins and ends.

Knock on wood, I've yet to get Covid 19 or experience a Murder Hornet. I think that's a good accomplishment for this year, even if those are the only accomplishments I actually get this year.

A day in the life of me.