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Mon April 15, 2019

Wait a second, what am I doing here? Oh right! I wanted to write in a journal day after day to see what it was like and see if it's actually possible. Well, here I am. It's one of those days. I'm not sure what to think about any of it just that today exists.

Probably not the best thing to happen right? Well, I suppose that doesn't matter. If it, that is this life, is meant to be understood I highly doubt any of it will make any sense ever again. So there's that! Who cares. It doesn't matter to anyone else. Why should it bother me?

It doesn't. It shouldn't. Yeah... something like that. Such an odd life to behold. We live, we die...we live some more and hopefully we'll end up someplace nice in the end. If we don't? Well...I suppose that doesn't matter anymore right?

Maybe not. Maybe so...who really knows anymore?

I sure don't.

... and their innocent blood on the floor of Carthage jail is a broad seal affixed to "Mormonism" that cannot be rejected by any court on earth ... D&C 135:7