Ever hear voices? You're lucky if you don't.
A lot of the time I hear my name being called out. For a while I was hearing a little
girl giggling or calling out for her mom.
It's not always tied to actual voices either, sometimes you hear movement. I've heard walking around, we have hardwood floors. I've heard typing on my computer. At first I thought it was ghosts, but now I have a feeling it was me hearing things. When the little girl was typing on my computer and giggling, it would freak me out. Then she would call out for mommy. I haven't heard her in a while, I expect to hear her again. I don't want to hear voices mind you, that would suck. I don't enjoy hearing voices of any kind.
Sometimes the voices argue with each other. I don't like that. They have so many things to say and argue about who gets to talk next. They want to keep it up, it's annoying. I wish I had a way to make them stop. It would be nice, I won't lie. I'm already on medications, but I'm not sure if any of them make the voices stop. I still hear things here and there so yeah, just not sure.
It would be nice if there were just a medication I could take to make everything just stop. I'm not talking about life itself stopping, but the voices and hallucinations stopping. I need them to stop one of these days. If I think about them, they seem to appear more often. If I ignore them, they don't. Am I just making it all up in my mind? I don't know. I doubt it.
